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					<description><![CDATA[<p>Have you ever wondered why police officers are so grim? Not because they&#8217;re all corrupt or lazy. But because even the best of them — those with a spark in their eyes and faith in the system — sooner or later realise that evil cannot be stopped. Only delayed. And even that is sometimes too [&#8230;]</p>
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<p>Have you ever wondered why police officers are so grim? Not because they&#8217;re all corrupt or lazy. But because even the best of them — those with a spark in their eyes and faith in the system — sooner or later realise that evil cannot be stopped. Only delayed. And even that is sometimes too much to swallow.</p>
<p>My name is Dimo Kolev. Senior Inspector. Or at least that&#8217;s what it says on the nameplate beside my office door, if anyone still bothers to read it. Years ago, that title meant something. To me, to the people around me, to the system. Now it&#8217;s just a word. Like most words, really.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m sitting in the bar on the corner. Not because I like the bar on the corner — the beer here is mediocre and the music is too loud for a Thursday evening. I&#8217;m sitting here because I need to sort things out in my head and my office at the precinct smells of disappointment and failure. At least here it smells of hops and other people&#8217;s conversations. More bearable.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m going to tell you about the last few weeks. Not because I want to. But because three beers ago I realised that if I don&#8217;t, I&#8217;ll keep turning the same dark and demoralising thoughts over like an old cassette tape until I go mad.</p>
<p>It all started on a Thursday.</p>
<p>I was at the precinct. Drinking my coffee — cold, because I always forget to drink it while it&#8217;s hot — and listening to colleagues discuss a new case. A missing woman. Fifty-three years old. Irina Dimitrova. Her husband had reported her missing only after forty-eight hours from their last contact. Forty-eight hours. The man waited two full days before picking up the phone. People are interesting animals.</p>
<p>I listened and thought to myself — the woman had simply decided her life had taken the wrong route. Fifty-three is exactly the age at which you realise time doesn&#8217;t come back and you decide to do something about it. Maybe she&#8217;d found a younger lover. Maybe she&#8217;d just sat down on the first bus and headed somewhere nobody knew her. I couldn&#8217;t judge her. If I had any life left in me, I&#8217;d probably have done the same.</p>
<p>I looked at my colleagues and was glad it wasn&#8217;t me who&#8217;d have to dig through the paperwork on a dull missing-woman case. After all, sometimes my title does count for something. I drank the cold coffee and went back to my own problems.</p>
<p>Vasil Ivanov walked into my office without knocking. He never knocks. The boss is the boss. He sat across from me, crossed his arms, and looked at me the way people look at something they&#8217;ve decided to use even though they don&#8217;t particularly like it.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Kolev. The missing woman case. Dimitrova. It&#8217;s yours.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I looked at him. Then at my coffee. Then back at him. Apparently, I was the lucky loser.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Chief—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Don&#8217;t chief me at all.&#8220;</em> He raised a hand. <em>&#8222;I know what you&#8217;re going to say. I know what you&#8217;re thinking. I&#8217;m not interested in either.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Why me?&#8220;</em> I asked. <em>&#8222;There are younger people, fresher people—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Because it&#8217;s in our district.&#8220;</em> His voice shifted slightly. Not louder, but harder. <em>&#8222;And because I&#8217;m running for mayor of this district. And because missing middle-aged women that nobody knows anything about are bad publicity for everyone. Especially for me.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I understood. Vasil Ivanov wasn&#8217;t a bad man. He was an ambitious man, which is different. In the end, I owed him more than I liked to admit.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;How much time do I have?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;As much as necessary. But not much.&#8220;</em> He stood. <em>&#8222;And Kolev — this is your last chance to prove to me that you&#8217;re still the same man I know.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>He left. I stayed with the empty cup and the new case. Damned Thursday. It had turned into a bad omen for me.</p>
<p>Going to the building where the missing woman had lived was the only sensible thing I did that day. A standard residential block in a standard neighbourhood. The entrance smelled of damp plaster and cooking from the upper floors. I looked up at the camera beside the elevator and for a moment felt something close to optimism.</p>
<p>I found the building manager. A small, nervous man with glasses too large for his face.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;The camera,&#8220;</em> I said. <em>&#8222;Does it work?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>He looked at me with the look people give to questions they don&#8217;t want to answer.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Not working for about three months,&#8220;</em> he said. <em>&#8222;We&#8217;re waiting for a technician.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Three months. Of course.</p>
<p>I found the husband. A man of about sixty, with tired eyes and hands accustomed to doing things, now folded uselessly in his lap. His name was Nikolai. He told me about Irina quietly and methodically, as if speaking calmly enough would make the story sound more normal.</p>
<p>They&#8217;d lived quietly. Two children at university. A villa outside the city. They liked to hike. They loved climbing together. They&#8217;d been planning to go to the theatre that evening.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;When did you last see her?&#8220;</em> I asked.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Tuesday morning,&#8220;</em> he said. <em>&#8222;Before I left for work. She was fine. She was laughing at something I&#8217;d said. She always laughed at my jokes, even when they weren&#8217;t funny.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>He went quiet.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Nothing unusual?&#8220;</em> I asked.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Nothing.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Why didn&#8217;t you do something sooner — that same evening, when she didn&#8217;t come home? You mentioned you were supposed to go to the theatre together.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Yes, that was the plan. Irina and I had a difficult few years after the children went their own way. There were moments when she… gave herself time just for herself, and sometimes forgot the commitments we&#8217;d made together. I assumed this was one of those times.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Interesting. What if Irina really had run away with someone? I wouldn&#8217;t want to imagine what Nikolai was feeling if my assumptions were right. I decided not to push further. Sometimes it&#8217;s better to let people say as much as they want to say at that particular moment. And the investigation was only just at the beginning. Pressuring Nikolai wasn&#8217;t going to lead anywhere useful.</p>
<p>I questioned the neighbours too. Everyone said the same — the family was quiet, never any noise, no arguments. Last seen Tuesday afternoon, coming back towards their apartment. Nobody remembered seeing her leave again, but there was no way to verify that with the camera out of order.</p>
<p>I went back to the car and sat down. I looked at my notebook. Irina Dimitrova. Fifty-three years old. Hadn&#8217;t worked in two years. Attended a climbing club nearby. Theatre with her husband Tuesday evening. Didn&#8217;t show up for their plans. Husband reported her disappearance later than normal? Last seen — Tuesday afternoon?</p>
<p>I drove to the climbing club.</p>
<p>The owner was a tall woman with a practical air and trainers, clearly accustomed to long distances.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Irina?&#8220;</em> she said. <em>&#8222;Yes, she was here on Tuesday. She seemed in very good spirits. She was saying she and her husband were going to a new production that evening. She left around two in the afternoon.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;And after that?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Nothing. I expected her to message me after the theatre — she always shared things like that. It didn&#8217;t happen and I thought she might have been too tired.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;You say she shared things with you often — do you have any sense of whether she and her husband were having problems? Whether Irina had anything going on that her husband would be better off not knowing about?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Irina with a lover?&#8220;</em> The owner laughed. <em>&#8222;I&#8217;d sooner expect a dog to start talking than her to leave her husband. Yes, they had problems — a monotonous life, an emptiness after the children left. But the only thing that ever happened with her was that sometimes she preferred giving herself an hour or two more, rather than going straight home.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;And what exactly did that… giving herself time… look like?&#8220;</em> I wasn&#8217;t sure whether she was deliberately choosing words that could lead the conversation wherever was convenient for her.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Well, giving herself time — this isn&#8217;t just a place to train, it&#8217;s a place to socialise too. Sometimes she&#8217;d just stay behind with me, have a drink, and we&#8217;d talk until late.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I went back to the car. Sat down again. Looked at my notebook again. Added — last seen Tuesday, around 2pm, leaving the climbing club. The owner shared what she wanted me to have as information. She might be covering something. A lover?</p>
<p>No leads. No theories — only empty and groundless speculation. Damned Thursday.</p>
<p>Days passed. I questioned friends, neighbours, acquaintances. Looked for signs of a possible affair — nothing. Irina Dimitrova seemed exactly as ordinary as everyone wanted to believe. An ordinary woman, who had lived an ordinary life, and disappeared in an extraordinary way.</p>
<p>Time passed without giving me the chance to catch it on a better day. Or at least to prepare myself.</p>
<p>Thursday. Again.</p>
<p>I walked into the precinct a little later than usual. The previous evening I&#8217;d spent in contemplation and drinking. Perhaps more of the latter. I read from the faces of my colleagues that something had happened. Vasil called me into his office before I&#8217;d taken my jacket off. He looked tense in a way that was different from usual. Colder.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;They found body parts,&#8220;</em> he said. <em>&#8222;Kilometers from our district. DNA matches the woman from your case.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I sat down without being told to sit.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Parts,&#8220;</em> I repeated.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Yes.&#8220;</em> A pause. <em>&#8222;Bone fragments and parts of soft tissue. The pathologist says acid was used. It acted partially — either someone used too little or was interrupted. No signs of physical violence on the preserved tissue. Identification was made from dental records.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Have you spoken to the pathologist?&#8220;</em> I asked. <em>&#8222;Because I haven&#8217;t. And how, for God&#8217;s sake, are you getting this information before I do? Who&#8217;s running this case?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Vasil looked at me for a moment.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;You were late this morning, Kolev. Not for the first time lately. I couldn&#8217;t wait.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I had nothing to say. I looked at his hands. This man had done a great deal for me over the years and now I felt that somehow, I didn&#8217;t care whether he fired me — only that I was letting him down.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Cause of death?&#8220;</em> I said finally.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;The pathologist can&#8217;t determine it precisely. From the preserved parts — nothing. But the acid speaks for itself.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Kolev.&#8220;</em> Vasil&#8217;s voice changed. <em>&#8222;There&#8217;s no progress on this case. No theories, no suspects, nothing. The media will soon find out the missing woman was murdered and they&#8217;ll eat me alive.&#8220;</em> A pause. <em>&#8222;I don&#8217;t know anymore whether you&#8217;re sober or not. I don&#8217;t know if I can trust you.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I should have said something. Instead, I kept looking at his hands.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;But murders are your specialty,&#8220;</em> he continued, more quietly. He was looking down. <em>&#8222;That&#8217;s why I&#8217;m not taking you off the case. Instead, I&#8217;m giving you a partner.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;What? Am I a babysitter now? Or under surveillance?!&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Maria Todorova. Just transferred to us. Smart. Thorough. She&#8217;ll review your work.&#8220;</em> He looked at me. <em>&#8222;Don&#8217;t take it personally.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I walked out of his office and almost walked straight into her.</p>
<p>Maria Todorova was young — too young — with that kind of focus in her eyes that people have before the world has shown them what it actually does to people. For a moment something in me contracted. She reminded me of someone I seemed to have never seen except in my dreams. My daughter.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Inspector Kolev?&#8220;</em> she said. <em>&#8222;Maria Todorova. I have a few questions about the case.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;The answers aren&#8217;t in the precinct,&#8220;</em> I said, picking up my jacket. <em>&#8222;Let&#8217;s go.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>We went to the pathologist together. I wanted to hear everything from him directly.</p>
<p>The pathologist was a small, dry man with a sense of humor too dark even for me.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Teeth are the last thing we abandon,&#8220;</em> he said, while I looked through the reports. <em>&#8222;Perhaps because they&#8217;re the only honest thing about us.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Maria looked at him without smiling. I understood her.</p>
<p>He told us in detail. Bone fragments and parts of soft tissue, found scattered within a few kilometers. The acid had acted unevenly — probably insufficient quantity or the wrong concentration. No signs of physical violence on the preserved parts, but the pathologist was careful to clarify — that didn&#8217;t mean violence hadn&#8217;t occurred. Only that the evidence hadn&#8217;t survived.</p>
<p>We went outside. Maria immediately opened her notebook.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Someone with access to acid,&#8220;</em> she said. <em>&#8222;Industrial. What kinds of businesses use such substances?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I looked at her. Smart. Thorough. Exactly what Vasil had said. Another damned Thursday.</p>
<p>We had to go and see Nikolai. The news about his wife&#8217;s remains had already reached him — Vasil had taken care of that too, without me. He looked strange. Like those people who don&#8217;t accept reality for what it is. No anger, no grief. Only resignation.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Inspector Kolev.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Maria found me in the office on Monday morning with that look people have when they&#8217;ve found something and can barely contain themselves.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;I checked all the buildings in the area,&#8220;</em> she said. <em>&#8222;There&#8217;s a shop about a hundred and fifty meters from Irina&#8217;s building. Camera at the entrance. The angle isn&#8217;t directly towards the building, but it captures part of the pedestrian flow.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>We went to the shop. How had none of the analysts sent to the neighbourhood noticed this? Maybe I wasn&#8217;t the only one with problems concentrating — and with the drinking.</p>
<p>The owner was a retired man, clearly delighted by any interruption to the monotony of his day, and produced the recordings without unnecessary questions.</p>
<p>The quality was poor. Black and white, blurred, like looking through frosted glass. But it was enough to say we finally had a lead.</p>
<p>Tuesday. Around 2:30pm. A car parked near the entrance of the building. On the doors and rear — the logo of a cleaning company. A male figure, coming from the direction of the building, carrying a large load — something bulky, wrapped. Face unidentifiable. Registration plate partially visible. Three digits and two letters.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Thank you,&#8220;</em> I said.</p>
<p>We spent the rest of the day with Maria analysing the image of the car. We established it belonged to a cleaning company. It was in the industrial zone. Small office, smell of chemicals and old paper. The manager — a stocky man with a suspicious look — received us without enthusiasm.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Did you have a job at this building in the last month?&#8220;</em> I asked and gave him the address.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;No.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Are you sure?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Yes. I personally log all jobs. We haven&#8217;t been anywhere near that neighbourhood in a year — it&#8217;s too clean for our services.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Do you have a car with these plates?&#8220;</em> I showed him the partial number.</p>
<p>He checked. Nodded.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Who was driving it on this date?&#8220;</em> I pointed to the date on the calendar on his desk.</p>
<p>He pulled out a handwritten notebook — old, with creased edges — and leafed through it. Pointed to a line. We had a name.</p>
<p>On the way, Maria looked so excited it was as if her parents had just promised her a trip to Disneyland. That same naivety. She doesn&#8217;t suspect yet how ugly the world actually is.</p>
<p>The driver lived in a neighbourhood close to the company&#8217;s office. We found him at home — a calm man of about forty, with working hands and a confused expression.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;A month ago?&#8220;</em> he said. <em>&#8222;I worked until two. Then I picked up my child from the rehearsal of the school play he&#8217;s in.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>We checked. The teachers confirmed. A video on another parent&#8217;s phone — someone who&#8217;d been filming content for social media — showed him in the hall at exactly the time the figure on the camera was loading something into the car.</p>
<p>We went back to the cleaning company&#8217;s office. Dead end. The company&#8217;s cars were old. No GPS device. No tracking system. Just the handwritten notebook with names and assignments.</p>
<p>Leaving the office, I almost walked into a man coming through the door. Tall, with a tired look, his jacket slightly creased.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Sorry,&#8220;</em> he said and stepped aside.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Do you work here?&#8220;</em> I asked — automatically, out of habit.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Yes.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;I&#8217;m Inspector Kolev. My partner and I are investigating a death. A car from your company was in the area of the building where the victim lived, roughly around the time she was last seen. Has it ever happened — with you or any of your colleagues — that someone used a company car outside working hours? For personal jobs, to make a little extra on the side?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Something crossed his face. Quickly — for a second, maybe less. Then the calm returned, but not entirely. Like a mask put on slightly too fast.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;No,&#8220;</em> he said. <em>&#8222;Nothing like that.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Have you worked at this building?&#8220;</em> I gave him the address.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;No. I haven&#8217;t.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>The answers were right. The tone — not quite. Something in the way he stood, in the way his eyes moved without meeting mine. I&#8217;m aware that police inspectors can be intimidating sometimes, but it felt like something wasn&#8217;t where it should be.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;What&#8217;s your name?&#8220;</em> I asked.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Stefan.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I wrote it down. Nodded. Walked away. And yet — dead end. Damned Thursday.</p>
<p>And here I am — in the bar on the corner. The same mediocre beer. The same music, too loud.</p>
<p>I arranged everything in my head one more time. Irina Dimitrova. Fifty-three years old. Disappeared on an ordinary Tuesday afternoon. Found — or rather, parts of her — kilometers away. Acid. Someone who wanted to erase the traces but didn&#8217;t fully manage. Either was interrupted. Or planted them deliberately?</p>
<p>Nikolai. I expected him to be more devastated when he found out about his wife. Do people look like that when they learn something terrible? No anger, no grief. Just resignation. And he hadn&#8217;t reported his missing wife to the police on time.</p>
<p>The cleaning company. The car without GPS. The male figure on the camera. The load. The partial plate number that led to a driver with a confirmed alibi. Someone took the car. Without an assignment, without the company&#8217;s knowledge. Or with someone&#8217;s knowledge that I still can&#8217;t prove.</p>
<p>And Stefan. His quiet unease. The answers given slightly too quickly. The eyes avoiding mine. Something about him nagged at me the way things nag when I&#8217;m close to something but can&#8217;t touch it. Did I know him from before? Another case? Maybe. My memory isn&#8217;t what it was. Many things aren&#8217;t what they were. But Stefan bothered me. And in this work, unease is the only thing I can still trust.</p>
<p>I took another sip of my beer. If it weren&#8217;t for Maria, we&#8217;d never have found out anything about the camera at the shop. The number of beers I&#8217;m having right now would have been the least of my problems. The evening is going to be long.</p>
<p>I looked at the clock.</p>
<p>Thursday.</p>
<p>I hate Thursdays.</p>
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<p>&#8222;Thursday&#8220; is the second story in the &#8222;Ordinary Days&#8220; series. Read the first story &#8211; <a href="https://kaloyan.org/tuesday-a-noir-story/">&#8222;Tuesday&#8220;</a>.</p><p>The post <a href="https://kaloyan.org/thursday-a-noir-story/">Thursday – a noir story</a> first appeared on <a href="https://kaloyan.org">kaloyan.org</a>.</p>]]></content:encoded>
					
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>Have you ever wondered where screenwriters get their ideas? Those stories where someone&#8217;s life flips a full one-eighty, where everything ordinary becomes something you wouldn&#8217;t wish on your worst enemy? Those where you sense from the very first scene that things aren&#8217;t going to end well. I used to wonder about that too. Until recently. [&#8230;]</p>
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<p>Have you ever wondered where screenwriters get their ideas? Those stories where someone&#8217;s life flips a full one-eighty, where everything ordinary becomes something you wouldn&#8217;t wish on your worst enemy? Those where you sense from the very first scene that things aren&#8217;t going to end well. I used to wonder about that too. Until recently. Now, smoking my fifth cigarette in a row, I&#8217;m beginning to understand that I might be the perfect muse for exactly that kind of film. The dramatic kind. Honestly, two weeks ago I didn&#8217;t see it that way. But isn&#8217;t that the most typical trait of the protagonist? Blissful ignorance. The unshakeable, almost embarrassing conviction that you have your life completely under control. Maybe it&#8217;s better if I just tell you what happened, instead of feeling sorry for myself again. Three cigarettes ago I decided it wasn&#8217;t worth it.</p>
<p>My name doesn&#8217;t matter. What matters is that, until a couple of weeks ago, I was one of those people others quietly envy. Not the flashy kind of envy — not yachts or sports cars. The quiet kind. I have a job that doesn&#8217;t drain the life out of me. A wife who still makes me laugh after twelve years together. Two kids who are simultaneously exhausting and the best thing I&#8217;ve ever done. We live in a decent building in a decent part of the city, and on most evenings I&#8217;d sit by the window with a coffee and think that life, all things considered, wasn&#8217;t bad at all.</p>
<p>Stefan was the other kind.</p>
<p>We&#8217;d been friends since we were nineteen — long enough that I&#8217;d stopped questioning why. He was the kind of person misfortunes simply happen to. Not catastrophic things, not always — but a constant, grinding stream of bad luck and hasty decisions. A business deal that almost worked. A car rear-ended twice in the same year, always someone else&#8217;s fault. A misunderstanding with the police over something that turned out to be nothing, but left a mark on him, on the station’s chief, and on his record. His wife was patient in the way that people are patient when they&#8217;ve run out of alternatives. His kids were fine. Stefan himself was — Stefan. Warm, funny, the kind of person who would give you their last possession without thinking twice. I loved him the way you love people you&#8217;ve known so long they&#8217;ve become part of yourself.</p>
<p>I should have noticed the small cracks in his image sooner.</p>
<p>It was a Tuesday afternoon. I remember because I was working from home and had just finished a call that had gone on forty minutes longer than it needed to. I was making coffee when my phone rang.</p>
<p>Stefan.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Are you home?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Yeah.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Can you come down? To the lobby.&#8220;</em> A pause. <em>&#8222;Take the stairs. Don&#8217;t use the lift.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I almost laughed. <em>&#8222;What?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Please. Just — take the stairs.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Something in his voice stopped me from pushing further. I put on shoes, told Marta I&#8217;d be back in a minute, and took the stairs.</p>
<p>Stefan was standing beside the elevator. He was pale in a way I&#8217;d never seen before — not the pale of illness, but the pale of shock, the kind that drains a person from the inside out. His jacket had something dark on it. My brain registered it slowly, the way the mind resists things it doesn&#8217;t want to know.</p>
<p>Blood. I looked at him. Then I looked at the elevator. The doors were open. Inside, on the floor, a woman. I didn&#8217;t know her face at first — not until later, when I&#8217;d seen it enough times on the news that I wished I could unknow it. She wasn&#8217;t moving. She was very clearly not going to move again.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Stefan.&#8220;</em> My voice came out strange. Flat. <em>&#8222;What is this?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;I found her.&#8220;</em> He said it fast, like he&#8217;d been rehearsing. <em>&#8222;I wanted to come up and see you, you understand? I called the lift, and when the doors opened — she was there. Like that. Already like that.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Did you—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;No!&#8220;</em> He grabbed my arm. His hand was shaking. <em>&#8222;I swear to you. You know me.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>The thing is, I did know him. And I also knew his luck, and his history with the police, and the way the world had a habit of arranging itself badly around him.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;I need your help,&#8220;</em> he said. The words came out quietly, almost carefully, as if he&#8217;d been building up to them since he called. <em>&#8222;I need to move her. Somewhere. Just — away from here. If they find her like this, with me standing next to her—&#8220;</em> He stopped. Swallowed. <em>&#8222;You know what they&#8217;ll think. I can&#8217;t afford that, not now.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I stared at him.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;I can&#8217;t,&#8220;</em> I said.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Five minutes. Just—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Stefan. No.&#8220;</em> I said it clearly. Firmly. The way you say something when you need to believe it yourself.</p>
<p>For a very long moment he looked at me without moving his eyes. Something moved across his face — disappointment, maybe, or desperation shifting into something more controlled. More inevitable.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Then just go back upstairs,&#8220;</em> he said quietly. <em>&#8222;And don&#8217;t say anything. For now. Just give me time to think.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I stood there in the stairwell light, with the open elevator behind him and the crushing scene we had all found ourselves in. Then I nodded once, turned away from the open elevator doors, and went back up the stairs without looking behind me. Some part of me understood that not looking was also a choice.</p>
<p>Marta was in the kitchen when I came back. She looked at my face and immediately turned off the stove.</p>
<p>I told her everything. She listened without interrupting — one of the things I&#8217;ve always loved about her. She never performs shock, she just takes it in and engages with what you&#8217;re saying.</p>
<p>When I finished, she was quiet for a moment.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Do you believe him?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;I don&#8217;t know.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;But you didn&#8217;t stop him.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;What was I supposed to do? Turn him in on the spot? On the chance that—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;I&#8217;m not saying you were wrong,&#8220;</em> she said carefully. <em>&#8222;I&#8217;m asking what we do now.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>We decided to do nothing. For now. Just nothing. It felt like a decision at the time. Later I understood it was the first in a series of small surrenders.</p>
<p>Stefan went quiet. No calls, no messages. The kind of silence that has weight.</p>
<p>I checked my phone more times than I want to admit. I told myself it was concern. Mostly it was dread. The two can look identical from the inside.</p>
<p>A week passed. It was a Tuesday again. I&#8217;d almost convinced myself it had been some kind of surreal dream — the kind your mind produces when you find yourself in a situation you were never prepared for and never imagined you&#8217;d face. Then the news mentioned a missing woman from our building. A neighbor. Fifty-three years old. Hadn&#8217;t been seen in a week.</p>
<p>I went through the news three times. Then I turned off the television and sat very still for a while.</p>
<p>That same evening, Georgi&#8217;s invitation arrived. A weekend at his villa. Both families — mine and Stefan&#8217;s — were welcome. Marta read it over my shoulder and said nothing for a long moment.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Maybe it would do us good. We&#8217;d clear our heads. We&#8217;d realize this whole thing is some bad joke,&#8220;</em> she said finally.</p>
<p>She didn&#8217;t sound convinced. Neither was I.</p>
<p>The drive to Georgi&#8217;s villa takes about an hour and a half. For the first twenty minutes neither of us said anything. The kids were asleep in the back before we even left the city.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;I&#8217;ve been thinking,&#8220;</em> I said eventually.</p>
<p>Marta kept her eyes on the road. She was driving. She always drives when she&#8217;s tense — it gives her something to do with her hands.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Don&#8217;t,&#8220;</em> she said.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Marta—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;I know what you&#8217;re thinking. And I&#8217;m telling you — not this weekend. We go, we smile, we come back. That&#8217;s it.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;And then what? We just—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;We just nothing.&#8220;</em> Her voice was quiet but firm. The firmness that means the conversation is over. <em>&#8222;Stefan is our friend. We don&#8217;t know anything. We didn&#8217;t see anything. As far as anyone is concerned, we had a normal day.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I looked out the window at the dark fields passing by.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;And if it gets worse?&#8220;</em> I asked.</p>
<p>She didn&#8217;t answer. Which was its own kind of answer. I didn&#8217;t bring it up again for the rest of the drive.</p>
<p>The villa was everything Georgi&#8217;s places always were — tasteful, comfortable, slightly too large for the number of people using it. He greeted us at the door with wine and that wide, easy smile of his that never quite reaches his eyes. I&#8217;d never noticed that before. I noticed it now.</p>
<p>Stefan arrived an hour after us. Alone.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Elena couldn&#8217;t make it,&#8220;</em> he said, pulling out his bag. <em>&#8222;The kids had something at school.&#8220;</em> He said it lightly, the way you&#8217;d mention traffic or weather. His smile was easy, natural. His eyes moved around the room in a way that looked casual. But wasn&#8217;t.</p>
<p>That night, after the kids were in bed and the adults had moved to the terrace, Marta leaned over and whispered that she was going to call Elena in the morning. I nodded. She did call, the next day, while I was having coffee. She came back into the kitchen a few minutes later and put her phone face-down on the table.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;She picked up,&#8220;</em> Marta said.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;And?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;She said everything was fine. She sounded—&#8220;</em> She paused, searching for the word. <em>&#8222;Careful.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>We looked at each other. Neither of us said anything else.</p>
<p>It was the second evening when Georgi arranged what he called a casual after-dinner conversation. He did it the way he did everything — naturally, as if it had just occurred to him, as if he hadn&#8217;t been thinking about it all weekend.</p>
<p>We were all at the long table on the terrace. Wine, candles, the warm night air. Stefan was at the far end, laughing at something one of the other guests had said. Relaxed. Present. Untouchable.</p>
<p>Georgi leaned back in his chair and said, almost idly, that he&#8217;d been reading about the missing woman from our building.</p>
<p>The table seemed to shift slightly. The way rooms shift when something unseen moves through them.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Terrible thing,&#8220;</em> he said, swirling his glass. <em>&#8222;A woman just — gone. From her own building.&#8220;</em> He looked at no one in particular. <em>&#8222;You knew her, didn&#8217;t you? You lived on the same floor, or am I mistaken?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>He was looking at me.</p>
<p>I felt Marta freeze beside me.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;We knew her vaguely, enough to say hello,&#8220;</em> I said. <em>&#8222;I wasn&#8217;t even sure which floor she lived on.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;I see.&#8220;</em> Georgi nodded slowly, as if this confirmed something. <em>&#8222;Still, I imagine you feel unsettled. When something like that happens so close to home…&#8220;</em> He paused. <em>&#8222;Does the police suspect anyone from the building?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;I wouldn&#8217;t know,&#8220;</em> I said.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;No, of course not.&#8220;</em> Another slow nod. That smile again. <em>&#8222;These things always come out in the end. Or they don&#8217;t. Either way, life goes on.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>He said it like a man who found the whole thing insufficiently interesting. As if he were talking about the rising price of milk. Like a collector examining a common find locked behind glass.</p>
<p>Beside me, I heard Marta&#8217;s chair scrape back. She excused herself quietly — said she was going to check on the children. Her voice was calm. Her hands, as she set down her glass, were not.</p>
<p>I watched her go. Then I looked down the table at Stefan, who was refilling someone&#8217;s wine and laughing, and who had not looked up once during the entire exchange.</p>
<p>Georgi saw me looking at Stefan.</p>
<p>When I met his eyes, he smiled and changed the subject.</p>
<p>We didn&#8217;t speak about it until we were in bed that night, door closed, voices low.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;He knows something,&#8220;</em> Marta said. She was staring at the ceiling.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Maybe. Or he&#8217;s just—&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;Don&#8217;t. Don&#8217;t tell me he&#8217;s just making conversation.&#8220;</em> She turned to face me. In the dark I could see that her eyes were wet. Not crying — Marta doesn&#8217;t cry easily — but close, very close to it. Closer than I&#8217;d seen her in years. <em>&#8222;I left because I couldn&#8217;t sit there anymore. I couldn&#8217;t watch Stefan laughing like that and Georgi observing us as if we&#8217;re — as if we&#8217;re some kind of experiment—&#8220;</em> Her voice broke slightly. She pressed her lips together. <em>&#8222;I&#8217;m scared,&#8220;</em> she said. Just that. Simply.</p>
<p>I reached for her hand under the covers.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;We&#8217;ll leave tomorrow,&#8220;</em> I said. <em>&#8222;And then we&#8217;ll figure it out.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>She nodded. But I could feel, from the way she held my hand — too tight, like someone holding onto something they&#8217;re afraid of losing — that she didn&#8217;t entirely believe me.</p>
<p>We came home on Sunday. On Tuesday Stefan appeared at our door.</p>
<p>He looked normal. That was the most unsettling thing. Rested, almost — as if nothing had ever happened to him, as if life had never dealt him a single blow. He brought a bottle of wine he said he&#8217;d owed me for months. He sat at our kitchen table and talked about his car needing new tyres, about a film he&#8217;d seen. About nothing of substance. The wine sat between us, unopened.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;How&#8217;s Elena?&#8220;</em> Marta asked at some point. Her voice was perfectly even.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Fine,&#8220;</em> Stefan said. <em>&#8222;Good. Busy with the kids.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;And the kids?&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;You know how it is.&#8220;</em> He smiled and looked at his hands. <em>&#8222;The usual.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>The usual. It told us nothing, and somehow that only added more weight and heaviness to the silence between us.</p>
<p>After he left, Marta washed the wine glasses we hadn&#8217;t used and didn&#8217;t say anything for a long time. Then she sat down across from me.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;I tried to reach Elena again this morning,&#8220;</em> she said. <em>&#8222;No answer.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I nodded.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;She was careful on the phone at the villa. That&#8217;s not nothing.&#8220;</em></p>
<p><em>&#8222;No,&#8220;</em> I agreed. <em>&#8222;It&#8217;s not nothing.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>The kitchen was very quiet.</p>
<p>Another week passed. It was a Tuesday again. Marta and I had become like strangers somehow. As if we were contestants in a reality show that required us to live together and raise two children. Everything had become mechanical. Quiet.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;I can&#8217;t keep doing this,&#8220;</em> Marta said. Her voice, for the first time since all of this started, had lost its steadiness. Not dramatically — Marta doesn&#8217;t do dramatic — but she was coming apart in a way I recognized. She pressed her fingers flat against the table, as if trying to hold herself together. <em>&#8222;I keep thinking about that woman. About her family. About whether someone is sitting somewhere waiting for her to come home and not understanding why she doesn&#8217;t.&#8220;</em> Her jaw tightened. <em>&#8222;And then I think about our kids sleeping in the next room and I—&#8220;</em> She stopped. Exhaled. When she looked up her eyes were red. <em>&#8222;We haven&#8217;t done anything wrong. But we&#8217;re not doing anything right either. And I don&#8217;t know how much longer I can carry that.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>I didn&#8217;t have an answer. I just sat there and looked at the woman I&#8217;d spent twelve years with, who had lived through so much in these past few days. I understood, for the first time, what this was costing both of us.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Let me think tonight,&#8220;</em> I said finally. <em>&#8222;Let me think.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>She nodded and wiped her eyes quickly, almost impatiently, as if she hadn&#8217;t meant to let them show.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;One night,&#8220;</em> she said.</p>
<p>I told her I needed some air.</p>
<p>That was an hour ago. I&#8217;ve been standing outside since then, working through cigarettes like they&#8217;re arguments I haven&#8217;t finished yet.</p>
<p>Georgi called twice during that week after the villa. The first time he asked how we were, whether the kids had enjoyed themselves. Normal enough. But near the end of the call, completely out of nowhere, he said: <em>&#8222;You know, I keep thinking about what we were discussing at dinner. About the woman from your building. It must be strange, living there now. Knowing that something like that happened and nobody seems to know anything. Anyone there could be in danger.&#8220;</em> A pause, just long enough. <em>&#8222;Or maybe someone does know. Who knows…&#8220;</em> Then he laughed lightly and said to give his regards to Marta.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve replayed that call more times than I&#8217;d like to admit. I still can&#8217;t decide what he meant or why.</p>
<p>I called Stefan. His phone sent me to voicemail.</p>
<p>The fifth cigarette burns low between my fingers. The city moves around me the way it always does — indifferent, hurried, full of people living their ordinary Tuesday evenings without any idea how lucky they are.</p>
<p>I think about Marta&#8217;s hands pressed flat against the table. I imagine I can hear Elena&#8217;s careful voice on the phone, explaining quietly and meekly that everything is fine, that she and the children are alright. About Georgi&#8217;s laugh at the end of that call. About the woman in the elevator whose face and ending will stay with me forever. About the moment on the stairwell landing when I turned away from the open elevator doors and told myself that not helping was the same as not being involved.</p>
<p>And then I see him.</p>
<p>Across the street. Thirty meters away, maybe less. Hands in his pockets, walking in the other direction. Unhurried. Calm. As if his troubles have evaporated. As if everything is fine and the world is exactly as it should be.</p>
<p>He didn&#8217;t see me.</p>
<p>I watch him until he turns the corner and disappears.</p>
<p>The cigarette burns down to my fingers. I drop it.</p>
<p>I stand here a moment longer in the cold, in the noise, in all that ordinary evening life pressing in from every direction. Marta is right. We haven&#8217;t done anything wrong, but we haven&#8217;t done anything right either. And that has its price.</p>
<p>Then I take out my phone.</p>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>Alex woke up to the soft buzzing of her nano-cell alarm, vibrating gently in her head. The hum was subtle yet relentless, like a whisper urging her to abandon sleep and return to reality. She hated it—the sensation always lingered, making her thoughts jolt abruptly into motion. But the nano-cell was effective, a necessary part [&#8230;]</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Alex woke up to the soft buzzing of her nano-cell alarm, vibrating gently in her head. The hum was subtle yet relentless, like a whisper urging her to abandon sleep and return to reality. She hated it—the sensation always lingered, making her thoughts jolt abruptly into motion. But the nano-cell was effective, a necessary part of her fast-paced life. At one point, she had thought it was the smartest and most humane way to wake up. Now, she wasn’t so sure.</p>
<p>As she got out of bed and stretched, she already knew she had been automatically connected to the Network, and her status had switched to <strong>&#8222;Available&#8220;</strong> the moment her eyes opened. She shuffled to the bathroom, changing it to <strong>&#8222;Do Not Disturb&#8220;</strong> with a mere thought. The system embedded in her neural pathways responded instantly. As the water warmed up, she caught her reflection in the mirror and smirked.</p>
<p>She recalled a recent incident — her father had forgotten to toggle his status and had accidentally live-streamed himself while taking a shower. A local farming magazine from her small hometown, Montgomery Creek, wasted no time broadcasting it to all their subscribers. Her father became somewhat of a local celebrity, and more than a few widowed farmwomen had shown up at his ranch, eager to &#8222;inspect&#8220; his bulls. He had laughed it off, but she still shuddered at the thought of how many other things might accidentally be broadcasted.</p>
<p>Alex let her thoughts drift like a rising tide as the water cascaded over her body. Her mind took her back to when she was just ten years old — to the War. To the time before the world had &#8222;changed for the better.&#8220; The images came unbidden — memories of the Great War and the waves of refugees that followed. It turned out that many of them had been “sleeper terrorist cells,” activated years after their arrival. As if someone had orchestrated the war just to set them in motion.</p>
<p>Then came the devastating terrorist attacks, wiping out major cities across the globe. She remembered watching the chaos unfold on the news with her parents. For the first time in history, the governments of every nation united to crush the looming threat. It was as if they had suddenly realized how they had been led astray during the Great War. This time, they acted with iron resolve. They created a special force composed of the best of the best — soldiers, politicians, scientists, strategists. This elite unit eradicated the terrorist organization and <em>freed</em> the world.</p>
<p>With their newfound power, the unit was granted unprecedented authority. They named themselves the <strong>World Order</strong>, and their first mission was to propose the creation of a <strong>global human internet network </strong>— one that would be implanted directly into the consciousness of every citizen. Governments agreed instantly. The human internet network, <strong>NeuroLink</strong>, was introduced shortly afterward.</p>
<p>At first, people rejoiced at the convenience. Scientists promised that interconnecting every human brain would prevent future disasters. And it worked — for a time. Life became easier. Apps like <strong>CortexConnect</strong>, a professional networking platform, automated job applications, even submitting resumes without the user’s knowledge. Corporations like <strong>VanguardAI</strong>, pioneers in cybersecurity and advanced anti-virus solutions, flourished.</p>
<p>But as Alex finished getting ready for work, a lingering dissatisfaction gnawed at her. The freedom they once took for granted had become nothing more than a history lesson in textbooks. <strong>Disconnecting was nearly impossible now.</strong> The government-imposed restrictions — only two hours offline per day, and even that carried risks — ensured complete compliance. No one was truly free anymore. Whether willingly or not, anyone’s thoughts could leak at any moment.</p>
<p>The <strong>World Order</strong> claimed that thoughts remained private unless voluntarily shared. Yet, arrests of individuals with <em>undesirable opinions</em> happened often enough to make people question whether that was truly the case. Eventually, though, society just&#8230; accepted it.</p>
<p>Still lost in thought, Alex grabbed an energy bar instead of a proper breakfast and stepped outside. Her car seamlessly synchronized with her neural feed, projecting her messages onto the dashboard. She was one of the few remaining people who still preferred reading news from a screen rather than having it instantly implanted as thoughts directly into her brain.</p>
<p>One notification caught her eye: <strong>&#8222;Congratulations! NeuroLink and CortexConnect are pleased to inform you that, based on your profile and achievements, you have been offered a position at NASA. Please confirm your interest and expected start date at your earliest convenience.&#8220;</strong></p>
<p>Alex let out a slightly hysterical laugh. The artificial intelligence had done it again — submitted an application for her dream job <em>without</em> her knowledge. She had always wanted to work for NASA, but it felt strange to celebrate something she hadn’t actively pursued herself.</p>
<p>As she pulled into the university parking lot, she decided to call her best friend, Lena Rivera. Alex sent out a neural connection request, redirecting the call through her car’s interface.</p>
<p>The two had been inseparable during their physics studies at Montgomery Creek University. They had once dreamed of making groundbreaking discoveries — pioneering technology that could unravel the mysteries of space-time. They had worked tirelessly on their theories of interdimensional travel, but even with the most advanced technology, their ideas had remained hypothetical, unproven. Still, their ambition had been unwavering. They had envisioned themselves at top-tier universities or private research firms, dedicated to solving the greatest scientific questions of their time.</p>
<p>Life after graduation, however, had steered them down different paths. Alex had become a professor — not the career she had imagined for herself, but one where she had found some level of success. She was one of the few remaining human lecturers, untouched by artificial intelligence augmentation. Many of her colleagues were either humanoid robots or enhanced humans with implanted processors that allowed for rapid data processing and thought-generation.</p>
<p>Lena, on the other hand, had met her husband during their final year of university. She married young and now had two children, thriving in her meticulously curated online world — sharing her life with millions of followers. In other words, she was <em>a full-time influencer.</em> Despite the rise of AI-generated content, human influencers still held their place in the digital hierarchy. This was partly because the interconnectedness of the Network made content sharing effortless, and people still preferred real personalities over synthetic avatars.</p>
<p>Lena was lucky — her husband, Peter, adored her eccentric lifestyle and supported her in everything she did. He was a <strong>lead developer in cybersecurity</strong>, one of the architects behind the Network’s security systems. His position ensured that Lena had <strong>the highest level of encryption and protection</strong> on her profile. Her personal data was meant to be <em>untouchable.</em></p>
<p>Despite their vastly different lives, Lena and Alex had remained <strong>best friends.</strong></p>
<p>— Hey, Lena! I just got some incredible news! — Alex said, barely able to contain her excitement. — Our usual meet-up still on?</p>
<p>— Of course! — Lena’s voice was bright, full of warmth. — I can’t wait to catch up!</p>
<p>Alex spent the rest of the day in restless anticipation. She had a long list of people she wanted to share her news with, but somehow, it felt <strong>right</strong> to tell Lena first. They had supported each other through so much over the years.</p>
<p>There was something about <em>this</em> moment — their lives pulling them in opposite directions, yet still managing to reconnect. Although their lives had taken different paths, they understood each other deeply. Lena was Alex’s confidante, and Alex was hers. Some time ago, Lena had found herself in a difficult situation, one from which the young physics professor had helped her escape with unwavering support.</p>
<p>Lena had recorded a video for her followers, expressing frustration over the restrictions she felt imposed upon her by the Network. However, no one took her concerns seriously — everyone knew that, despite everything, she had far more freedom than most due to her husband’s high-ranking profession. Instead of gaining the expected approval and likes, her video received a wave of negative comments, some of which were deeply offensive and inappropriate. Lena was devastated, unsure of what to do. It felt like the end of the world.</p>
<p>Alex, however, saw things differently. She had learned that within the Network, <strong>every news story is quickly replaced by the next</strong>. For several days, she tirelessly consoled her friend, assuring her that soon, something else would distract the public. Sure enough, Lena’s greatest competitor, <strong>Max Shepard</strong>, drunkenly broadcasted his reckless behavior outside a nightclub. Lena’s mood rapidly improved, and she resumed her life as usual — creating new content, entertaining her followers, and moving forward.</p>
<p>At times, Alex felt that <strong>Lena’s emotions were like a rollercoaster in an amusement park </strong>— whenever she faced negativity, she spiraled into despair, convinced it was the end of everything.</p>
<p>Later that evening, Alex found Lena waiting at their usual spot in the university park. Before they graduated, they had picked this very place and made a promise — <em>every Wednesday, no excuses.</em> Five years had passed, and they had kept their tradition alive.</p>
<p>As Alex approached, she noticed Lena talking to herself. It wasn’t hard to guess — she was recording something for her millions of followers. Alex rolled her eyes but smiled. <em>Some things never change.</em></p>
<p>— Guess who’s going to NASA? — Alex said, settling onto the bench beside her friend.</p>
<p>Lena squealed with excitement.</p>
<p>— Oh my god, that’s incredible! My biggest news is that my new dress got two million likes yesterday. And now, I get to sit here with a future NASA researcher! I can’t believe it! I’m so happy for you, Alex!</p>
<p>Alex shook her head, pretending not to hear the praise.</p>
<p>— Lena, you really need to be careful. Last time, people dragged you for days over those orange shoes.</p>
<p>Lena grinned sheepishly.</p>
<p>— I know, but I have a new solution for that. It’s a <strong>brain capsule</strong> from <em>NeuroTrust Solutions </em>— completely legitimate. It eliminates bad thoughts, you know how sometimes I get anxious over my online profile. I ordered it right away and already tested it. It’s like wearing <em>permanent rose-colored glasses</em>.</p>
<p>— How does that even work? – Alex frowned.</p>
<p>Before Lena could answer, their neural feeds were suddenly flooded — images, videos, private conversations. Lena froze, her face draining of color as she realized what had happened. <strong>Her most intimate and personal moments had been leaked.</strong></p>
<p>— I-I need to go. — her voice trebled.</p>
<p>The days that followed were a blur of tension. Alex couldn’t reach Lena and grew increasingly worried. She was relieved when she finally got through to Lena’s husband, Peter, who reassured her that she was physically safe. Their weekly meetup was coming up soon, so Alex decided to give Lena time to process everything. <em>They always worked through problems together. This would be no different.</em></p>
<p>That Wednesday, Lena was late. A few minutes passed, then a few more. Alex started to get anxious and was about to call her when—</p>
<p>— Hey, Alex. How are you? — The voice behind her was flat, drained of warmth.</p>
<p>Alex turned and gasped. Lena was pale and gaunt, as if she had aged a decade in just a few days. Her once vibrant expression was gone.</p>
<p>— Lena, are you okay? I was really worried! Please, sit and tell me everything that happened.</p>
<p>Lena sighed heavily, as though speaking required effort.</p>
<p>— You remember that brain capsule I told you about? — she began, her voice hollow. — I checked everything I could about <em>NeuroTrust Solutions</em>, thought they were legitimate. A few days after I ordered it, I got a strange message — someone claiming to be a hacker. Said he had extracted all my memories and thoughts. Demanded a ransom to stop them from being leaked.</p>
<p>She paused, visibly struggling to continue.</p>
<p>— I-I didn’t believe it at first. You know me, Alex. I always have the best security — Peter makes sure of that. But somehow, someone found a vulnerability. And the letter turned out to be real. <em>Everything</em> that was leaked that night… it was real. Those thoughts, those private moments — I kept them locked away in my mind, but now the whole world knows.</p>
<p>Alex stared, unable to find words. She had seen it all. And she knew it was true because some of the leaked memories were things Lena had told her in confidence — or events Alex had <em>been there for</em>.</p>
<p>Alex took a deep breath. There was no way to soften the truth, so she asked the only question that came to mind. And while most of the leaked content wasn’t particularly shocking, some moments revealed Lena in <strong>deeply intimate situations with her husband</strong>, or discussions about <strong>confidential matters from his company </strong>— things that could be incredibly dangerous if they ended up in the wrong minds.</p>
<p>— How did Peter take it?</p>
<p>Lena attempted a weak smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes.</p>
<p>— You know Peter — no matter what happens, he always supports me. Somehow, I don’t even understand how, he managed to fix all the problems I caused for him at work. But… my troubles didn’t end there.</p>
<p>She hesitated. Then, her voice dropped even lower.</p>
<p>— Alex… I was desperate. I didn’t know what to do. The shame was unbearable. It felt like one of those nightmares—you know, the ones where you’re standing naked in front of your entire class. One night, I just… I disconnected from the Network for a bit. But I lost track of time… and forgot to reconnect within the two-hour limit.</p>
<p>Alex felt her chest tighten. She knew exactly what this meant.</p>
<p>A colleague of hers had made the same mistake once — been offline for too long. As punishment, she was <strong>silenced</strong> for days. No communication, no work, no access to public spaces. Any attempt to speak or post online was instantly <strong>blocked</strong>.</p>
<p>Lena’s voice cracked.</p>
<p>— The day before it happened, I got a call from Glenn’s school. They told me he had been suspended for two weeks. He had gotten into a fight. — She swallowed hard. — When he got home, I asked him why. He said it was because of <em>my</em> videos — the ones everyone saw. You see, even though he’s already ten, he doesn’t understand everything. <strong>He thought I had deliberately posted all of it myself. </strong>Even though the Network filters certain content for kids, somehow his classmates had found them and mocked him. And no matter how advanced this society is, boys will always be boys&#8230;</p>
<p>Alex’s heart sank.</p>
<p>— Lena… I’m so sorry. I hope this is the end of your problems.</p>
<p>She reached out, trying to embrace her friend, but Lena didn’t move. She just sat there, staring blankly into the distance.</p>
<p>— No… it’s not the end. — Her voice was barely above a whisper. — All of those thoughts weighed on me. I disconnected from the Network&#8230; and forgot to reconnect in time. They punished me. You probably already guessed that, right? Three days of silence. I could have handled that, but…</p>
<p>Lena’s face twisted in pain.</p>
<p>— Peter paid the price, too. His company didn’t like that the wife of one of their top security engineers <em>broke the rules </em>— the very rules they built their foundation on. He was fired the next day.</p>
<p>A few tears rolled down her cheeks, but her eyes remained emotionless.</p>
<p>— I have to go, Alex. I’m sorry. I’m just… not good company.</p>
<p>Alex reached for her arm, but Lena was already walking away.</p>
<p>For days, Alex tried to get in touch with her. No response. Lena hadn’t posted anything either — highly unusual for her. Her status kept flickering between different modes, none of which allowed Alex to reach her.</p>
<p>Then, something changed.</p>
<p>Her status switched to <strong>&#8222;Undefined.&#8220;</strong> Alex had never seen that before.</p>
<p>Just as she processed that thought, she received a notification: <strong>Lena Rivera is LIVE.</strong></p>
<p>Alex clicked immediately—along with millions of Lena’s followers.</p>
<p>She couldn’t quite understand what she was looking at.</p>
<p>The live feed was chaotic. Lena was running— <strong>fast </strong>— the images blurred and distorted. Nothing was clear.</p>
<p>Then, her voice came through. Strangely calm.</p>
<p>— <strong>I never imagined it would feel so freeing.</strong></p>
<p>Suddenly, there was a loud crash. The screen went black.</p>
<p>Lena’s status updated instantly.</p>
<p><strong>&#8222;Deceased.&#8220;</strong></p>
<p>_______________________________</p>
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		<title>Shadows at Midnight: Chapter 1 &#8211; The party</title>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>Party with Shadows Lucas parked his car at the top of the hill. As he walked toward the mansion’s metal gates, nostalgic thoughts crept into his mind. He recognized the dense grove and the faint outline of a hidden path he used to sneak down as a child. Back then, this place was nothing more [&#8230;]</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Party with Shadows</strong></p>
<p>Lucas parked his car at the top of the hill. As he walked toward the mansion’s metal gates, nostalgic thoughts crept into his mind. He recognized the dense grove and the faint outline of a hidden path he used to sneak down as a child. Back then, this place was nothing more than a spooky, abandoned house surrounded by overgrown gardens. So many years had passed since then, and now, it was bursting with life, transformed into a luxurious party venue, the type he rarely attended.</p>
<p>“I still can’t believe someone bought this place,” Lucas muttered to himself as he stepped inside. His gaze shifted to the polished statues lining the garden paths. There was something… strange about these statues. Their expressions seemed frozen in moments of terror, and their poses were disturbingly distorted. But before he could dwell on this, he was swept away by the sea of music and laughter.</p>
<p>The party was alive, with rhythmic music and people reveling. Noise echoed across the sprawling garden. Lucas glanced at his watch and realized it was already midnight. He had hoped to run into an old friend, but that hadn’t happened. He stretched and decided it was time to leave. He walked down the path toward the exit, surrounded by crowds of people still enjoying themselves. Ahead of him was a large throng slowly trickling through the gate. As he approached, the gate suddenly closed with a grim creak.</p>
<p>Three men emerged from the shadows, holding crude, wooden clubs. Their leader, a large man with a scar slicing across his face, grinned. “The party is just beginning, friend. You’re not going anywhere.”</p>
<p>Lucas’s heart pounded. “What are you talking about?” he asked, his voice steady yet tense. The party’s lights seemed to shift, and the commotion abruptly faded, as if moved miles away. Although he could still see people in the garden, they somehow appeared blurred, unreal.</p>
<p>One of the attackers laughed—a cold, mocking laugh. “It’s simple. You’re now our prisoner.”</p>
<p>Without waiting for a response, they lunged forward. Lucas narrowly dodged the first blow, adrenaline propelling him to move faster. He dashed into the dense nearby forest, weaving between the trees in search of refuge. His thoughts raced—he remembered parking his car on the nearby hill. If only he could make it there&#8230;</p>
<p><strong>The Ghost’s Warning</strong></p>
<p>As Lucas sprinted through the thicket, he collided with someone. “Lucas!” It was Sofia, his longtime friend. Her face was pale, her breathing heavy. “I was at the party too… They’re after me!”</p>
<p>Before Lucas could respond, the group reappeared, their torches lighting up their grim faces. “There they are!” the leader shouted.</p>
<p>Lucas grabbed Sofia’s hand. “Come on, I know a path!” He pulled her toward the hidden trail he remembered from his childhood—a narrow, overgrown path that wound through the densest part of the forest. The echoes of shouting grew louder behind them, and the flickering torchlight danced among the trees.</p>
<p>They burst into a clearing and found themselves face-to-face with three private security guards, flanked by two snarling dogs. Relief flooded Lucas—perhaps they could help. But then, one of the dogs lunged toward them. One of the guards stopped it just before it could reach the two fugitives.</p>
<p>“Please! Help us!” Sofia cried. “They’re chasing us!”</p>
<p>The guards exchanged glances. One of them, a lean man named Emilio, raised his hand, signaling the dogs to stay back. “We don’t interfere,” he said coldly. “But if you want help, talk to our boss in the mansion ahead. He might listen.”</p>
<p>Lucas hesitated. The guards’ indifference seemed strange, but there was no time to argue. “Fine, let’s go,” he muttered to Sofia.</p>
<p>The mansion loomed in the distance. Its gothic architecture cast eerie shadows under the moonlight. Lucas didn’t recognize this structure—perhaps it had been built recently. As they approached, Lucas felt a growing unease, but the light of the torches behind them pushed them forward. When they entered, Lucas froze in place. The man sitting in the study—a polished, imposing figure—was slumped over his desk, lifeless.</p>
<p>The sound of footsteps outside made his blood run cold. The gang had surrounded the mansion.</p>
<p>“They’ll break in here! It’s over for us!” Sofia whispered, her voice trembling.</p>
<p>Suddenly, the air grew colder, and a faint shimmer of light appeared beside them. Lucas’s eyes widened as a ghost materialized before them. It was the figure of the man slumped over the desk. His silhouette was blurry, trembling as if stirred by the faintest breeze.</p>
<p>“Physical strength is not what will help you against them. You won’t save yourselves by running aimlessly. They know this area as well as you do,” said the ghost, his voice imbued with sorrow and an odd sense of urgency. His translucent eyes locked onto Lucas. “Your mind is stronger than you think.”</p>
<p>“What do you mean?” Lucas asked, his voice trembling.</p>
<p>The ghost’s presence grew steadier, his figure glowing faintly in the dim light. “The darkness that hunts you cannot find what is hidden. Your thoughts can conceal you. You must learn to wield the strength within your mind.”</p>
<p>Sofia stepped closer, her voice shaking. “Lucas, I don’t understand—how do you stop darkness with your thoughts?”</p>
<p>The ghost raised a hand, signaling for silence. “It won’t be easy, but you’ll understand when the time comes. Believe in yourself.” His gaze softened as it lingered on Lucas. “Your fate was decided long ago. You didn’t come here by accident.”</p>
<p>Before Lucas could ask more questions, the ghost’s form began to fade, his final words lingering like whispers. “Don’t fear what lies ahead. You are stronger than you know.”</p>
<p>The sharp drop in temperature pulled Lucas’s attention back to the present. He grabbed Sofia’s hand and whispered urgently, “We need to move.”</p>
<p><strong>The Lady of Darkness and the Power Within</strong></p>
<p>The dim lighting in the mansion flickered, casting distorted shadows across the walls. A suffocating chill swept through the room, extinguishing the final warm glimmers of the fire. An old woman stepped across the threshold, her arrival swallowing what light remained. Darkness crept into every corner of the room, invading and seemingly unstoppable.</p>
<p>Her figure was cloaked in tattered, pitch-black robes that moved unnaturally, as though alive. Her gnarled, skeletal hands glowed faintly with a sinister light, radiating cold, otherworldly energy. What little light remained reflected off her hollowed eyes, shimmering with malice and an unnatural purple hue.</p>
<p>The room itself seemed to recoil at her presence. The lush carpets faded into muted grays, the vivid paintings on the walls blurred and distorted, and the air grew thick and heavy, pressing against Lucas and Sofia’s chests. Even the sound of their breathing seemed muffled, absorbed by the oppressive void the woman carried with her.</p>
<p>Lucas grabbed Sofia’s hand, his voice barely audible. “We need to run.”</p>
<p>The woman tilted her head, her hollow eyes locking onto them. “There is nowhere to run,” she hissed, her voice carrying an ominous weight, leaving a sense of hopelessness.</p>
<p>Lucas pulled Sofia into the study, slamming the door behind them and locking it with trembling hands. His heart pounded wildly as he leaned against the door, trying to steady his breathing.</p>
<p>“We’re trapped!” Sofia cried, her voice shaking.</p>
<p>“No, not yet,” Lucas murmured, though uncertainty gnawed at him. His thoughts raced back to the ghost’s earlier words: <em>“Your mind is stronger than you know.”</em></p>
<p>Just then, the air grew colder, and a faint shimmer of light appeared beside them. The ghost from earlier materialized once again, his hazy figure flickering like a candle battling the wind.</p>
<p>“Lucas,” the ghost said, his voice calm despite the chaos. “You must believe in yourself. Darkness cannot find what is hidden.”</p>
<p>Lucas blinked. “What does that mean?”</p>
<p>The ghost’s presence grew steadier, his figure glowing faintly amidst the oppressive shadows. “Focus your mind. Imagine the space around you bending, concealing you from sight. It won’t be easy, but you can do it. You must.”</p>
<p>“I don’t know if I can…”</p>
<p>“You can,” the ghost interrupted firmly. “The power is already within you. You’ve felt it, haven’t you? That flicker of energy.” His gaze locked onto Lucas’s, unwavering. “Now use it.”</p>
<p>Lucas clenched his fists, his thoughts racing. He looked at Sofia, whose terrified expression mirrored his own. He took a deep breath and nodded.</p>
<p>The ghost’s form began to fade, his final words lingering like an echo. “Believe in it. You are stronger than you think.”</p>
<p>Lucas turned to Sofia, his voice trembling but determined. He grabbed her hand and said, “Stay close to me.”</p>
<p>He closed his eyes and focused all his willpower on the image of their forms dissolving into shadows, blending completely with the darkened room. A strange energy coursed through his body, sending chills down his spine.</p>
<p>Suddenly, the door shattered. Splinters flew everywhere. The old woman stepped inside, her presence making the room colder and darker. Her glowing eyes scanned the study, searching. Lucas held his breath as the energy of invisibility cloaked them. Sofia clung to his arm, trembling.</p>
<p>“She’s… leaving,” Sofia whispered faintly.</p>
<p>But Lucas noticed it—a single source of light lingered faintly through the window: the moon. Their shadows, faint but visible, were cast upon the wall. The old woman passed by them. Then, thousands of eyes suddenly opened from her hair and robes. Her head snapped sharply toward them. “You cannot hide,” she hissed, her voice cutting through their thin veil of safety like a blade.</p>
<p>“Run!” Lucas shouted. He held Sofia’s hand tightly and rushed past the old woman, narrowly avoiding her grasp. They fled through the shadowed mansion, the gang’s flickering torches visible outside the windows. Somehow, whether through luck or Lucas’s emerging powers, they managed to escape into the forest. The towering, dark trees greeted them in the cold, ominous night.</p>
<p><strong>Betrayal and Redemption</strong></p>
<p>The forest was alive with shadows, every branch and rustling leaf seeming to whisper threats as Lucas and Sofia stumbled onward. Their breaths were heavy, clouds forming in the icy air as they tried to put distance between themselves and the mansion.</p>
<p>“We’re not safe yet,” Lucas said, glancing over his shoulder. “Keep moving.”</p>
<p>“Where are we even going?” Sofia asked as they stopped to rest after their long run, crouching low.</p>
<p>Lucas looked back. He could still see the faint lights of their pursuers’ torches in the distance. “We need answers. The ghost… he said I had powers. If that’s true, I need to figure out how to use them.”</p>
<p>“Do you really believe him? Maybe she just didn’t see us in the dark,” Sofia said skeptically.</p>
<p>“I don’t know. But if we don’t find out soon, they’ll catch us. And this time… we won’t be able to escape.” Lucas gave Sofia a look that conveyed the slim, almost hopeless odds ahead of them.</p>
<p>As they wandered deeper into the forest, they stumbled upon a small, crumbling chapel nestled among the trees. Although Lucas had spent countless hours exploring the area as a child, he had no memory of this structure. Despite its abandoned appearance, Lucas felt an inexplicable pull toward it.</p>
<p>Inside the chapel, silence reigned. Other than the moonlight filtering through the ruins, Lucas and Sofia discovered a small corner surrounded by burning candles. In the center of the circle lay an ancient parchment. Sofia began to read it aloud, her voice trembling. The letters seemed to pulse as she spoke them.</p>
<p>“They believe in unlocking dormant human potential. Their goal is to awaken the hidden powers of the mind. My God, they’re extracting these powers from unsuspecting people!”</p>
<p>Lucas furrowed his brow. “This is bigger than us and what’s happening tonight.”</p>
<p>But their momentary refuge didn’t last. A voice tore through the silence behind them. “Looks like someone is seeking answers to something they could never understand.”</p>
<p>Lucas spun around, his heart sinking. Emilio, the guard they had encountered earlier, stood at the edge of the clearing. His face was a mask of cold determination. Two other guards flanked him, their dogs growling low, teeth bared. Lucas instinctively stepped in front of Sofia.</p>
<p>“You really thought you could escape?” Emilio said, his voice dripping with mockery. “The old woman doesn’t take kindly to those who run.”</p>
<p>Sofia squeezed Lucas’s hand. “What do you want?” she demanded, attempting to sound fierce, though her voice trembled.</p>
<p>“What I want doesn’t matter,” Emilio replied indifferently. He pulled a length of rope from his belt. “You’re coming with me. The Eclipse Altar awaits.”</p>
<p>Lucas clenched his fists. “Don’t do this! We haven’t done anything wrong.”</p>
<p>But Emilio didn’t respond. With a nod, the guards lunged forward, overpowering Lucas and Sofia with swift precision. Despite their struggles, their hands were tied tightly, and they were forced to march deeper into the forest.</p>
<p>The atmosphere grew heavier with each step. What was once a familiar forest now felt foreign and oppressive. The air carried a strange metallic tang, and an unnatural silence blanketed the area, broken only by the crunch of boots on leaves. Although the darkness didn’t deepen, everything around them took on a more somber, grim hue. Lucas’s unease deepened as they arrived at a clearing unlike any he had ever seen.</p>
<p>The Eclipse Altar lay before them—a massive, circular stone embedded in the earth. Its surface was carved with spiraling symbols that seemed to pulse faintly, as if alive. Blackened earth surrounded the altar, and jagged stone pillars stood in chaotic formation. Their surfaces glinted under the eerie glow of torchlight. Dense, swirling mist clung to the edges of the clearing, whispering unintelligible secrets.</p>
<p>Emilio pointed to the altar. “This is where it ends for you.”</p>
<p>Lucas gritted his teeth. “You’re making a mistake.”</p>
<p>Emilio let out a dry laugh, though the sound seemed lost before it could truly escape. “I stopped believing in mistakes a long time ago.”</p>
<p>Just as Emilio stepped closer to the altar, the air shifted. A biting chill swept through the clearing, and the mist seemed to recoil. Emilio froze, his confident demeanor cracking for the first time. A faint glow appeared at the edge of the stones, growing brighter, until the ghost from the mansion materialized once again.</p>
<p>“You will not do this,” the ghost said, his voice filled with sorrow and resolve. His eyes locked onto Emilio, unblinking. “This injustice must end now.”</p>
<p>Emilio took a step back, his hand instinctively reaching for his blade. “Stay away,” he growled. “You don’t understand…” His men began conjuring spells to banish the ghost, but they were no match for him. With two bursts of light, they vanished into the air.</p>
<p>“I understand better than you,” the ghost interrupted. “Every act of cruelty, every soul taken—it lingers. And one day, Emilio, it will all come for you. The weight of your sins will break you.”</p>
<p>Emilio hesitated, his grip on the blade loosening. The ghost moved closer, his figure flickering like a dying flame. “You have a choice. You can let this darkness consume you, or you can end it here. I know there’s still light within you. Free them. Help them.”</p>
<p>Emilio clenched his jaw, his fists trembling. “And what happens to me if I do?”</p>
<p>The ghost’s gaze softened, though his voice remained firm. “Redemption is earned, Emilio, not granted. But this is your chance. Take it.”</p>
<p>Emilio paused for a long moment. The mist began thickening again, curling tighter around the altar, as though urging him to proceed. But then his eyes met Lucas’s—wide with fear yet flickering with defiance—and something inside him cracked. He exhaled sharply. “You’re free,” Emilio said, his voice flat.</p>
<p>“Go,” Emilio said quietly, now turning his back to them. “Run. And don’t stop.”</p>
<p>He took a step closer, his voice low but resolute. “I’ve seen too much, and I’ve had enough.” He stepped even closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. “The Order of Darkness is powerful, but they’re not invincible. Their magic thrives in darkness. They grow weaker when faced with strong, unyielding light…”</p>
<p>“Light?” Sofia asked, her brow furrowing. “What kind of light?”</p>
<p>“Any light,” Emilio replied. “But the stronger the source, the better. You, Lucas—if the ghost is right—you can summon it with your mind.”</p>
<p>Lucas frowned. “I don’t even know where to start.”</p>
<p>Emilio pulled a flashlight from his belt, flicking it on and off. “Focus. Picture this in your mind. Feel the energy inside you. Channel it into light.”</p>
<p>Lucas held out his hand uncertainly, his fingers trembling. He closed his eyes, trying to focus, but all he felt was frustration. “I can’t,” he muttered.</p>
<p>“Yes, you can,” Emilio urged. “It’s like any muscle. You just need—”</p>
<p>Before he could finish, the air turned cold. The ghost seemed to be swallowed in an instant by a black void. The entire forest seemed to shrink and darken. The old woman emerged from the shadows, her eyes gleaming with malice. “Traitor,” she hissed.</p>
<p>“Run,” Emilio said quietly, drawing a blade and stepping between them and the woman. Lucas grabbed Sofia’s hand.</p>
<p>“Come on.” They didn’t wait to see what would happen next. Lucas and Sofia raced into the forest, the consuming darkness of the trees swallowing them as Emilio’s screams faded into the distance.</p>
<p><strong>Dawn’s Salvation</strong></p>
<p>The first rays of dawn painted the horizon, golden streaks breaking through the dense canopy of the forest. The light was faint, battling the oppressive shadows clinging to the trees, but it was enough to give Lucas and Sofia a glimmer of hope as they arrived at the foot of the hill where Lucas’s car was parked.</p>
<p>Lucas’s chest heaved, his legs trembling from exhaustion. He could still hear the distant echoes of shouting. The torches of their pursuers flickered like angry fireflies weaving through the forest. But they weren’t alone. A heavy presence lingered behind them, palpable even without sight.</p>
<p>Lucas and Sofia raced up the dense forest hill. Branches clawed at them, trying to halt their progress, and their breaths came in sharp gasps. Behind them, the sounds of shouting and footsteps grew louder. Lucas gritted his teeth, recalling Emilio’s words: <em>“The light is within you.”</em> He tried to focus, to summon a spark, but only a faint glow flickered in his palm before quickly fading. “Not now… not yet,” he whispered, fear creeping in.</p>
<p>“She’s here,” Sofia whispered, her voice barely audible as she clung tightly to Lucas’s hand.</p>
<p>The old woman stepped forward from the shadows, her gnarled hands glowing faintly with that same sinister light. The darkness around her seemed alive, spreading outward like smoke. The grass beneath her feet withered, and the trees at the edge of the clearing bowed as if in submission. The sun’s rays, which had only begun to peek through, seemed to disappear entirely. Her hollow eyes fixed on Lucas, gleaming triumphantly.</p>
<p>“You think you can escape us?” she hissed. Her voice was soft, yet venomous, chilling despite the warmth of the approaching sunrise. “Foolish boy.”</p>
<p>Lucas stood in front of Sofia, trembling but resolute. He clenched his fists, recalling Emilio’s words. <em>“Any light can weaken them… You can summon it with your mind.”</em></p>
<p>They dashed behind a thick tree trunk, momentarily concealed. Lucas tried to steady his breathing, his mind racing in turmoil. <em>“How can I protect us when I’m terrified? What if the light isn’t enough? What if… I’m not enough?”</em> His hands trembled, not just from exhaustion, but from doubt. He closed his eyes, desperately searching for the inner strength Emilio had spoken of.</p>
<p>“I have to try,” he whispered to Sofia, though doubt gnawed at him. He closed his eyes, concentrating every ounce of his willpower on the image of light. He pictured it bursting forth like the sun itself, consuming the shadows, destroying them. A faint spark flickered in his palm, barely illuminating the ground in front of him.</p>
<p>The gang laughed as they emerged from the forest, their torches casting twisted shadows across the clearing. “That’s it?” one of them jeered. “The mighty savior with his candlelight?”</p>
<p>The old woman smirked. “Your power is pitiful, boy. You are nothing.” She raised her hands, and the darkness surged forward, swirling around them like a living storm. The torchlight dimmed, swallowed by the encroaching void.</p>
<p>Lucas gritted his teeth, pushing harder, straining against the limits of his mind. Sweat poured down his face as the flicker of light grew dimmer. “I can’t…” he muttered. His legs buckled, and he collapsed to his knees, overwhelmed by the weight of failure. “I’m sorry, Sofia.”</p>
<p>The old woman’s laughter echoed, cold and cruel. “Do you see? Hope is nothing but an illusion,” she hissed. Her grotesque hands curled as the darkness began to engulf them. Lucas and Sofia felt an invisible grip tightening around their throats.</p>
<p>But just as Lucas felt the shadows closing in, a faint warmth brushed his face. At first, he thought it was a trick of his imagination. Then it grew brighter—steadier. He opened his eyes, and the clearing was bathed in golden light.</p>
<p>The sun had risen.</p>
<p>The darkness recoiled violently, as if burned. The gang screamed, their forms twisting and disintegrating into ash as the sunlight touched them. The old woman staggered back, shielding her face with her hands as her malevolent aura began to fade.</p>
<p>“No!” she shrieked, fear flashing in her eyes for the first time. She retreated into the shadows, but the light was relentless. The beams of dawn pierced through the trees like celestial blades, driving her further back until her figure dissolved completely. Her final scream echoed into nothingness.</p>
<p>The clearing fell silent.</p>
<p>Lucas stared at his trembling hands, the memory of the faint spark still tingling in his fingertips. His chest heaved as he tried to process what had just happened. Sofia collapsed beside him, tears streaming down her face.</p>
<p>“Lucas… you did it,” she whispered, her voice a mixture of relief and awe.</p>
<p>He shook his head slowly, his voice hoarse. “It wasn’t me. It was the sun.”</p>
<p>Sofia gave a faint smile, her hand gripping his arm. “Maybe. But you didn’t give up. You protected us.”</p>
<p>Lucas’s gaze lingered on the horizon, the sun now casting its full glow across the forest. “It’s not over,” he said quietly, his voice heavy with uncertainty. “If what Emilio said is true, there’s more to this. And I need to figure out what it means.”</p>
<p>Sofia nodded, her expression softening. “Then we’ll figure it out. Together.”</p>
<p>As they climbed into the car, the horizon stretched out before them. The light felt like a promise of a new day, though it carried the weight of all they’d endured. Lucas started the engine, his thoughts a storm of questions and doubt. But as the clearing disappeared behind them, he couldn’t shake the feeling that this was only the beginning.</p><p>The post <a href="https://kaloyan.org/shadows-at-midnight-chapter-1/">Shadows at Midnight: Chapter 1 – The party</a> first appeared on <a href="https://kaloyan.org">kaloyan.org</a>.</p>]]></content:encoded>
					
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>The waiting room was plain, painted in a dull gray shade. The walls seemed to absorb light rather than reflect it. The air was cool, yet stagnant. Sam felt a heavy unease—likely because of the sterile atmosphere, even though this wasn’t the first corridor of its kind he had ever sat in. Dimly flickering sconces [&#8230;]</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The waiting room was plain, painted in a dull gray shade. The walls seemed to absorb light rather than reflect it. The air was cool, yet stagnant. Sam felt a heavy unease—likely because of the sterile atmosphere, even though this wasn’t the first corridor of its kind he had ever sat in. Dimly flickering sconces cast faint shadows that danced along the long, empty hallway stretching in both directions.</p>
<p>He sat alone, his fingers nervously intertwined in his lap. A weight pressed against his chest—an inexplicable anxiety he couldn’t shake. The oppressive silence was only interrupted by the rhythmic ticking of a distant clock Sam couldn’t see. There was something unsettling about the sound, as if it measured more than just time, more than the ordinary purpose of such devices.</p>
<p>Sam shifted uneasily in his seat. <em>“Why am I so nervous?”</em> he thought. He wasn’t someone who easily succumbed to stress—years as a firefighter had taught him to keep his composure. But here, in this quiet, sterile space, a strange sense of unease gnawed at him.</p>
<p>His thoughts, disjointed and restless, wandered from one memory to another until they settled on a darker moment—the fight with his daughter.</p>
<p>She was only eight, but she carried a stubbornness that reminded him of her mother. The previous night, they had clashed over her school’s father-child event. He had promised to be there, teasing her about how they would tackle the obstacle course together and defeat all the other competitors. But duty had called—a massive fire in the outskirts of town. He’d spent the evening battling the flames, coming home late, exhausted and reeking of smoke.</p>
<p>She hadn’t understood<em>. “You lied!”</em> she had yelled, her eyes brimming with tears. <em>“You always pick your job over me!”</em></p>
<p>Her accusation had cut deep, though he knew it wasn’t entirely fair. How could he explain the weight of his responsibility to a child? That morning, as he drove her to school, the silence between them had been heavy—a gulf he didn’t know how to bridge.</p>
<p>His thoughts shifted to the accident. The memory surfaced suddenly, vivid and raw—the screeching tires, shattering glass, the twisted wreckage. He had seen it while driving his daughter to school. Two cars crushed together like children’s toys.</p>
<p>He had reacted without hesitation, running to the scene. The passengers in one of the cars had managed to escape the flames engulfing it. But the other car wasn’t as fortunate. Inside were a father and his daughter.</p>
<p>Sam immediately took action, first pulling the child out of the wreckage. She was alive, crying for her father. He worked frantically to free the man, dragging him to safety and performing CPR until the ambulance arrived. But it wasn’t enough—the man’s injuries were too severe, and he passed away long before help could reach him.</p>
<p>Now, the memory clung to him like smoke. He replayed it over and over in his mind, wondering if he could have done more. The thought of the girl, now fatherless, haunted him. <em>“Why do things like this happen? Why do we hurt each other and destroy lives?”</em> he thought.</p>
<p>Trying to escape the heaviness of the accident, Sam let his mind wander to brighter memories—his family, his safe haven.</p>
<p>His wife’s laughter echoed in his mind, warm and tender. She had a way of soothing his soul, reminding him why he fought so hard to protect others. He pictured her sitting with him late at night, a plate of lasagna in front of him. <em>“You’re my hero,”</em> she would say with a gentle smile, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. She always waited for him after his grueling shifts, no matter the hour, greeting him with a hug and trying to dispel his weariness by sharing the children’s daily adventures. She listened when he needed to share, letting him unburden himself.</p>
<p>Then there was his son, now playing in the junior leagues of the local football team. Pride swelled in Sam’s chest as he remembered the boy’s dedication. His mind flashed back to their first time kicking a ball together. Sam had tried to show off all his tricks to impress his son. The boy tried to replicate them, but his tiny feet were too clumsy, and he often stumbled and fell. That memory was a treasure—a reminder of the simple joys that give life meaning.</p>
<p>Sam eagerly awaited his son’s next match, scheduled for this week. He tried to attend every game, always dressed in his son’s team colors. He sat at the front with his family, cheering his son’s name throughout the entire match.</p>
<p>Sam then remembered his daughter again. Time had flown by, and the baby girl he had once cradled had grown into an independent eight-year-old. They had a ritual—every Sunday, they would sit together to watch their favorite movie, “<em>Back to the Future”</em>. No matter their obligations during the day, they always found time to revisit one of the parts of the trilogy, again and again. It was one of Sam’s favorite moments of peace each week.</p>
<p>The ticking abruptly stopped, replaced by the creak of a door. Sam looked up, startled. The door had seemingly appeared out of nowhere. A man stood in its frame, his presence calm, yet commanding.</p>
<p><em>“Sam,”</em> the man said, his voice steady and warm. <em>“Please, come in.”</em></p>
<p>The office was a balm after the waiting room. The walls were a light blue, soothing to the eye. Sunlight poured through tall windows, illuminating the white wooden desk and plush chairs around it. The air was warm, with a faint scent of lavender. Everything about the space felt inviting, cozy. The unease that had gripped Sam instantly melted away, and he somehow felt this place was familiar, as though he had always belonged here.</p>
<p>The man was dignified, with silver hair and piercing eyes. He gestured to one of the chairs. <em>“My name is Peter,”</em> he said. <em>“Let’s talk.”</em></p>
<p>A wave of unease washed over Sam again. <em>“What is this place?”</em> he asked, furrowing his brow. <em>“Why am I here?”</em></p>
<p>Peter smiled gently. <em>“First, tell me—what’s the last thing you remember?”</em></p>
<p>Sam frowned, searching his memory. <em>“The car accident. I was trying to save a man…”</em></p>
<p>Peter nodded. <em>“Do you remember anything specific about him?”</em></p>
<p><em>“No,”</em> Sam admitted. <em>“I was just trying to help.”</em></p>
<p>Peter’s gaze softened. <em>“You were in that accident, Sam. And I’m sorry to tell you, but you didn’t survive.”</em></p>
<p>The words hung in the air like a thunderclap. Sam shook his head, his heart racing. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. <em>“No. That’s impossible. I’m here! I’m alive!”</em></p>
<p>Peter remained calm. <em>“Few people realize this right away. Our minds protect us from the truth until we’re ready to face it. And that’s normal—nobody knows what lies ahead until it happens. But it’s time to let go.”</em></p>
<p>Peter paused for a moment, letting Sam process what was happening. In the distance, it was as if someone had turned on a television, broadcasting news of the accident. Peter looked at Sam, and like a movie playing in his mind, images and scenes from the moment of the crash surfaced in the firefighter’s memory. He had been driving his car, wondering how to start a conversation with his daughter, when suddenly something hit them head-on. Sam instinctively reached out to shield his daughter, who was sitting next to him. The airbags deployed just a fraction of a second later. He felt a sharp pain—pain unlike anything he had ever felt before. With his remaining strength, he carried out a practiced motion, immediately freeing his daughter from her seatbelt, allowing her to crawl out through the shattered window.</p>
<p><em>“This isn’t possible,”</em> Sam murmured, as if hoping his words would work some magic and someone would tell him this was all a cruel joke. With a calm tone, Peter finally continued, <em>“You’re a good man, Sam. You’ve always helped others. That’s why you’re here. It’s time to decide how you’ll spend eternity.”</em></p>
<p><em>“What do you mean?”</em> Sam asked, still incredulous.</p>
<p><em>“You see, people like you are given the opportunity to choose how they want to feel—the thing they wish to experience over and over, which will bring them happiness and peace, and soothe their soul. Some people choose to live out their boldest fantasies or dreams—to fly like birds, to always stand on a stage performing songs before a huge audience. There was even one person who simply chose to sit on a couch and watch movies endlessly. You can choose whatever you desire, whatever will make you happy.”</em></p>
<p>***</p>
<p>Sam awoke abruptly, his heart pounding. His breathing was shallow as he looked around, disoriented.</p>
<p>He was in his bed, his wife beside him, reading a bedtime story to their children. His daughter was leaning against her, her face serene as she listened attentively. His son was sprawled at the foot of the bed, dressed in his favorite football team pajamas.</p>
<p>Sam exhaled deeply, running a hand through his hair. The vivid images of the waiting room and the office still flashed in his mind, fading like dreams we remember only for a few seconds after waking.</p>
<p>Was it all just a dream? He couldn’t say. But here, with his family, everything felt real enough.</p>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2025 13:45:13 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>The morning light seeped through the blinds, casting golden rays onto Alex’s face. He stirred and glanced at the clock. For once, it didn’t matter. Today wasn’t about meetings or deadlines—it was about Max. Alex sat up, smiling to himself, already imagining the joy on his son’s face. Max burst into his parents’ room with [&#8230;]</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The morning light seeped through the blinds, casting golden rays onto Alex’s face. He stirred and glanced at the clock. For once, it didn’t matter. Today wasn’t about meetings or deadlines—it was about Max. Alex sat up, smiling to himself, already imagining the joy on his son’s face.</p>
<p>Max burst into his parents’ room with a loud commotion, spreading his arms like an airplane. <em>“Papa! Mama! I’m awake!”</em> he declared, his voice ringing through the air.</p>
<p><em>“Max, my buddy,”</em> Alex said, <em>“I’ve got a surprise for you. Today, I’m not working. Just you and me. All day. What do you think?”</em></p>
<p>Max’s face lit up like the morning sun. <em>“Really? Just the two of us? Can we go to the beach? Throw shells? Or…”</em></p>
<p>Alex laughed, raising a hand. <em>“One thing at a time, bud. But yes, the beach sounds like a great idea.”</em></p>
<p>The waves sang their eternal song as Alex and Max stood on the shore. Max had already filled his small hands with shells and rapanas, enthusiastically flinging them into the water.</p>
<p><em>“Papa, look! This shell went so far!”</em> Max beamed.</p>
<p><em>“Not bad for a little guy like you,”</em> Alex said, tossing a shell of his own. <em>“But I think mine went farther.”</em></p>
<p>Max gasped dramatically. <em>“No way! Mama says it’s not good to cheat or lie!”</em></p>
<p>They both laughed as they kept throwing shells and rapanas. The endless sea stretched out before them.<em> “You know, Max,”</em> Alex said, watching his son with a warm smile,<em> “a day like this… it’s like the sea. It feels endless. So many things could happen&#8230;”</em></p>
<p>Max paused, pondering. Then suddenly, he turned to his father with a serious look. <em>“Papa, what are you afraid of?”</em></p>
<p>Alex blinked, surprised. <em>“Hm. Good question. What about you? What are you most afraid of?”</em></p>
<p>Max’s small face wrinkled in thought. <em>“The dark. And… Mama, when she’s mad. And… other kids, when they make fun of me.”</em></p>
<p>Alex knelt down to his son’s level, placing a hand on his shoulder. <em>“Hey! Big deal if someone makes fun of you. You know, they probably do it because they’re scared too. And as for your mom,”</em> he chuckled, <em>“I’m scared of her when she’s mad too. But don’t tell her, okay?”</em></p>
<p>Max giggled, the tension easing. <em>“Okay! But Papa?”</em></p>
<p><em>“Yes?”</em></p>
<p><em>“How do knights kill dragons? Can they use rockets?”</em></p>
<p>Alex burst out laughing. <em>“Rockets? Max, there weren’t rockets back then!”</em></p>
<p><em>“Well, there should’ve been,”</em> Max said, gesturing with one hand crashing into the other as if a rocket were striking a dragon. <em>“Then the dragon problem would’ve been solved.”</em></p>
<p><em>“That’s actually a pretty good idea. I don’t know why they didn’t think of rockets,”</em> Alex joked, ruffling his hair.</p>
<p>Later, sitting in a small seaside restaurant, sunlight poured over them as they shared a plate of fries. Max’s curiosity bubbled up again.</p>
<p><em>“Papa, do you know what my favorite car is?”</em> Max asked, his eyes gleaming.</p>
<p><em>“Hmm, let me guess… a race car? Ferrari? Or maybe a Mustang? Oh, I know—Chevrolet, like McQueen!”</em> Alex replied excitedly.</p>
<p><em>“No!”</em> Max shook his head with a wide grin. <em>“Monster trucks! Vrrroom! They can smash everything!”</em></p>
<p>Alex laughed. <em>“Monster trucks, huh? Sounds like something scary and dangerous.”</em></p>
<p><em>“But…”</em> Max added thoughtfully, <em>“I also like your car, Papa. Can I have it when I grow up?”</em></p>
<p>Alex laughed. <em>“My car? By the time you grow up, buddy, it’ll be like it’s from the Stone Age.”</em></p>
<p><em>“It’s still cool,”</em> Max said, chewing on a fry.</p>
<p><em>“Well, when you grow up, you’ll have something way cooler. But cars cost money, you know. How do you think you’ll earn it?”</em></p>
<p><em>“You’ll give it to me, of course!”</em> the boy joked. Then Max began counting on his fingers. <em>“First, I’ll be a policeman and catch bad guys. Then I’ll be a doctor and heal everyone! I’ll even find a pill for immortality, yeah! Then I’ll work on a computer like you and Mama. Then a spider will bite me, and I’ll become a superhero like Spider-Man! And finally, when I’m tired, I’ll become a football player, of course!”</em></p>
<p>Alex laughed, shaking his head. <em>“All that, huh? You might just be the first superhero-footballer who catches bad guys and heals the good ones in his free time.”</em></p>
<p>As the afternoon sun began to lower, Alex turned to Max with a mysterious smile. <em>“Hey, Max. I’ve got another surprise for you.”</em></p>
<p>Max tilted his head, intrigued. <em>“What is it?”</em></p>
<p><em>“You’ll see,”</em> Alex said, his smile growing wider.</p>
<p>Excitement filled the air as they arrived at a karting track. Max’s mouth and eyes widened as he realized where they were. <em>“Papa! I can’t believe it! We’re at a karting track!”</em></p>
<p><em>“That’s right, and we’re not just watching—we’re racing!”</em> They climbed into a two-seater kart and launched into a thrilling race together on the track. Their laughter trailed behind them as they sped around, almost as if they were moving at the speed of light.</p>
<p>As they headed to the car, the world had quieted into the stillness of night. Max gazed out the car window, noticing a bright red dot in the sky. <em>“Papa, look at all the stars and planets. Someday I’ll visit all of them! Is that red dot Mars?”</em></p>
<p><em>“I think so, buddy,”</em> Alex said with a smile.</p>
<p><em>“This was the best day ever,”</em> Max whispered, his eyelids growing heavy.</p>
<p>Alex’s heart swelled, and he smiled. <em>“Mine too, Max.”</em> Moments later, Max was fast asleep in the back seat, his hands clutching the small kart toy Alex had bought him as a keepsake.</p>
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<p>The aged and tired hand of 87-year-old Alex fell still. His final breath carried the memory of that perfect day with Max into eternity—a fleeting happiness, etched with a gentle smile.</p>
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		<title>Through the cup</title>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>Daniel leaned on the kitchen counter while Theo, his baby, laughed in his lap. The child&#8217;s laughter was pure joy—a stark contrast to the monotony that had trapped Daniel like an invisible cage. Across the room, Sofia, his wife, placed a cup of hot tea on the table. &#8222;You need to drink it,&#8220; she said [&#8230;]</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Daniel leaned on the kitchen counter while Theo, his baby, laughed in his lap. The child&#8217;s laughter was pure joy—a stark contrast to the monotony that had trapped Daniel like an invisible cage. Across the room, Sofia, his wife, placed a cup of hot tea on the table.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;You need to drink it,&#8220;</em> she said lightly. <em>&#8222;It&#8217;ll help you feel better.&#8220;</em> Her voice carried a playful warmth, but Daniel just nodded absentmindedly. He wasn’t a fan of the drink, but agreeing was easier than explaining. His mind was elsewhere, circling the plot of his unfinished sci-fi novel.</p>
<p><em>&#8222;Faster-than-light travel. It’s such a cliché. Almost every sci-fi novel revolves around it.&#8220;</em> His protagonist, a rebel inventor, was trying to build the impossible. Daniel had reached a dead end, just like his character—stuck in front of the screen for weeks. <em>&#8222;But what if,&#8220;</em> he thought, <em>&#8222;the ship doesn’t go faster—it moves through time? To somewhere… else.&#8220;</em> He glanced down at Theo, who was trying to chew on a block. <em>&#8222;Parallel universes, huh?&#8220;</em> he murmured, as if the baby would answer.</p>
<p>Sofia interrupted his thoughts, passing through the room. <em>&#8222;I&#8217;m heading to the bathroom. Don’t forget to drink your tea.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Theo’s laughter filled the room again, breaking the silence. Daniel smiled. These moments of fatherhood sometimes felt like his only tether to reality. While changing Theo’s diaper, the thought hit him again. <em>&#8222;Sideways. Not forward, not faster. Maybe the inventor doesn’t even know. He builds the ship, launches it, and wakes up in another reality. <strong>The paradox engine</strong>!&#8220;</em></p>
<p>At that moment, Theo started squirming more frantically. <em>&#8222;Stay still, Theo,&#8220;</em> Daniel whispered softly. For a moment, Theo froze, his large eyes locking onto Daniel’s face. They glinted—green, for just a blink of an eye. Daniel blinked hard, convinced he imagined it. <em>&#8222;Green? But they’ve always been brown!&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Before he could think further, Theo let out a sharp, piercing cry. Instinctively, Daniel reached to soothe him, but the baby jerked away abruptly. His little hands flailed as if the touch burned him. <em>&#8222;Hey, hey, calm down,&#8220;</em> Daniel whispered. His voice trembled slightly with concern. Theo’s cries grew louder, his small face twisted into something unrecognizable—a fear Daniel couldn’t understand.</p>
<p>Sofia returned, her hair damp and clinging to her neck. Her steps were light and energetic. Her fatigue was gone, replaced with a playful freshness. <em>&#8222;Thanks for giving me a moment. You’re the best,&#8220;</em> she said, brushing by with a quick kiss.</p>
<p>Together, they put Theo to bed. Exiting the room, Sofia looked at Daniel with a playful expression. <em>&#8222;I’m glad you drank your tea. I told you it’d help.&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Daniel froze.<em> &#8222;What do you mean?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>She laughed lightly, puzzled by his tone. <em>&#8222;The tea. You drank it, right?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>He frowned. <em>&#8222;No… I didn’t. I was here the whole time. Are you sure you’re not mixing it up with your cup?&#8220;</em></p>
<p>Sofia shrugged off his words. Her gaze lingered on him a second longer than usual before she turned and headed to the bedroom.</p>
<p>With Theo sound asleep, Daniel found himself back in the kitchen. The cup was still there, placed on the counter where he had left it—or so he thought. As he approached, his stomach tightened. The tea wasn’t entirely untouched, but it wasn’t fully drunk either. The liquid sat lower than he remembered, leaving faint streaks on the inside of the cup. It was as if someone had deliberately taken a few sips before abandoning it. The tea bag hung lifelessly over the edge, steeped far too long. Definitely not something he liked. Definitely not something he ever did.</p>
<p>His eyes caught a small, uneven mark on the rim—as if lips had pressed there. A chill ran down his spine. He hadn’t left it like that. He never left his cup like that. But if it wasn’t him… then who?</p>
<p>His mind raced through the possibilities—maybe his memory was failing; or perhaps Sofia was playing a prank on him; or… something else. Something he couldn’t articulate. Daniel stared at the cup—an ordinary object of everyday life, now filled with such uncertainty and unease. It was as if the cup held the answers to questions he dared not ask.</p>
<p>Sofia’s voice pulled him out of his thoughts. <em>&#8222;Come to bed, Daniel,&#8220;</em> she said softly but firmly.</p>
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